Just singing in the rain

YOU WON'T KNOW They say in heaven there's no husbands and wives .. on the day that I show up they'll be completely out of their forgiveness supplies .. and I can't use the telephone .. to tell you that I'm dead and gone .. so you won't know.<3

What a wonderful feeling

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December 11, 2006

I really hate it when teachers don't know what they're doing. I have 20 hours of my internship done. We need 54. It's a 20 week class. We're at week 15. It's obvious I can't get it all done, seeing how I can only do it during my free periods at school, and I ALWAYS go despite how much I hate it! So I asked Mrs. K and she wouldn't tell me if I'll be getting an F, or an incomplete, or having to drop Forensics and take internship class again or what! And that fucking frustrates me. Don't tell me I'll get it done, when I won't! I have other teachers like this too, who are indecisive about everything, and have no clue, and it pisses me off. But, I wish I had never signed up for this internship. I blame my guidance councilor. And that fact that I'm not 18. if I was I'd be working at CBS, FOX, or NBC right now. And it would be easy to get in my hours. But anyway I had to g over to the middle school with Arron and Mr. Russel during internship for more Tech Wars shit. We had to fill the mousetrap car and equipment, and my old tech teacher was there. He's like .. a convicted rapist, btw. And he's all "I remember you! .. What's your name?" Lmao. And he was like "you're from my favorite class, know why" .. silence from me .. "cuz you helped build the space shuttle." I was the only person in my class who refused to help with that. But hey, whatever. They shouldn't require you to take Technology in 6th-8th grade. So I wouldn't stfu about how he's gonna rape everyone. And Mr. Russel kept making me wrap up the camera in my hoodie when we were outside cuz it was raining, and it was gay. Speaking of rapists, Clara told me I'd never be able to walk to class in college (uh, yeah I would?) so I told her I would ride a hobo to school/class. But then we decided a hobo would take me into an alley and rape me. Then Clara said it can't be rape cuz I'll be 18, so she basically doesn't know what rape is. It's nonconsensual sex, dear. I was like "Has Veronica Mars taught you nothing about rapes?!" and she thought Veronica was 17. Dumbass, ha, I love my best friend. But she was a total bitch when we were doing our government project during 2nd, so whatever. And my other best friend felt the need to tell me about how she saw two guys dicks this weekend. I like how she went out on a date with her pseudo-boyfriend's brother, and has made out with him on seperate occasions. Apparently when a guy has a boner/hard on it's perfectly acceptable to just whip it out, and let it all hang loose. When you're just sitting there .. watching television. That's just retarded. They can keep it in their pants no matter how uncomfortable they are. That's just rude. And she wants me to go to prom with one of these kids? NO THANKS, lmao. I might not go to Prom anyway, cuz I hate that shit. I might just hit the after parties, lmao. I'd save a bunch of money. And apparently we live in such a piece of shit area that there's no limos left; you needed to book it last month, even though prom is in May. LAME. Whatever, tomorrow I'm going on a field trip to Rochester Institute of Technology and the George Eastman (guy who invented Kodak) House. I hope I have fun. We're taking the long way there, which is stupid. So it'll take like 4 hours to get there and back, when we could make it in like 1 1/2. STUPID. And we're eating donuts and Chinese. Two foods I really hate. SUPER! :D